I'll get back there in just a little bit.

    Funny how i have so much work to do, and I really don't know where to start, so I'm gonna do the same thing I do when I'm stuck in a quagmire, Chill out and give myself a break. But guess what happens when I come back from my break, I find out I have even more work to do, and yes, it is tempting to take another break, but unfortunately there a deadlines to meet, and it is almost becoming impossible to catch up. I'm letting people down, my integrity is being called to question,I'm at the back of the pack. And guess who is knocking on my door, a very horrible neighbor called poverty. I am so not letting him in, I've got to stand up, and be a man! For the benefit of ladies reading this, be a WOMAN! There. political correctness!
       Good news is that it is never to late to make a complete turn around. As long as I am willing, and obedient. It's time to make goals, and totally stick to it, giving myself a form of punishment when I let myself down. And staying focused when I am sticking to my goals. Not giving in to the tempting allures of complacency. Fighting distractions with every iota of determination I've got. Staying true to discipline and being totally goal oriented. At my age, I now know the things that empower me, and I know the things that draw me farther  away from being the best I can be. I choose to be strong, I've got to make it, and Guess what, I certainly would. No twiddling , my fingers and folding my arms, sleep will come when I am done with my task, not before it. I sure would always get enough rest , sleep isn't going anywhere. I am on a mission, a path to success. You either lead, follow or get out of the way. I have the heart of a king, so I choose to lead....

       Got to go now. I have a goal and plans to keep up with. I'm starting all over again, this is a new course, and I will surely see it to the end.